Maybe sometimes you need to read what you wrote before and reflect on your actions and behaviour. Honestly, I kinda feel like throwing them in your face, hmm but I can't exactly find the reason to do so, and under what circumstances that will allow me to do that. I guess life's like that. People change and people go, I don't think I'd ever understand the whole complexity behind that.

Sometimes, I really admire the determination I have during trainings. Was it because I have been running since young, even I can't reason it out with myself why I can actually endure and complete those tiring and hardcore trainings all these while. Reflecting back about them and even after completion of trainings, I wonder aloud WOW! This is something I'm proud of myself. Give yourself a pat on the shoulder, Val.

it's been a long time since i wrote here,
i really do hope i would continue this.
somehow.
i should.

wondering how i actually managed to pen down those feelings i had on certain events,
reading them really made me seem like i'm going through all those again.
but this time, i won't be upset nor disappointed.
seems to have gotten over all these,
with the help of my lovable 310& 410 classmates.
but anyhow my heart still aches.
for things never that were able to be mended back again.
haha, how contradictory i may be.

but i feel relieved.
very very relieved.

high time to change my skin.
i spotted a friend that has the same one as me. whooch.

do check out my tumblr.
i post pictures etc there- it's easier to maintain that site that way.
and i type here when i want to ;D

i have just been back from london& paris.
it's really a source for inspirations and ideas.
i'm falling in love with brancusi and sculptures.
it's just surreal to be there and back here now.
i don't seem to have travelled there, though in reality i did.
the museums were of course, fascinating.
with mega paintings like the Coronation of Napoleon
and we saw wonders like the awesomely-detailed Marriage of Alnofini or sketchy ones like Monet's, Turner's! and many many more
and i saw Mona Lisa, guarded with like 4 guards, placed behind glass and from a distance of about 20metres i suppose.

i got to learn about many new artists, seen their works first-hand and it was just great.
learnt about the importance of conserving the artworks as well.
that's a major point to learn.

it's sad to not see those beautiful architecture here.
it's sad to not have the cooling weather here.
it's sad to not have sunset at 10pm everyday.
but i love to return to my friends, family and home here.


VALERIE.





check out my tumblr here:

http://oneblanksheet.tumblr.com

SIMPLE THINGS CAN BRING SIMPLE SMILES.
LIFE HAS SO MANY SMALL PLEASURES THAT CAN ACCUMULATE TO FORM A GIANT ONE.

SO, SMILE ;D

MY LIFE GRAPH IS A SMILEY ONE - POSITIVE X^2
THATS WHY THERE'S ONLY A MINIMUM VALUE,
WHICH MEANS THAT THERE'S ONLY A MINIMUM AMT OF HAPPINESS, NOT MAXIMUM!
HAHA.



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YEST WAS FUN!

I'M GLAD...

I'M GLAD I FINISHED THE RACE,

THOUGH THE WHITE BUILDING SEEMED SO FAR AWAY.

I'M GLAD I MADE IT TO THE VERY END,

EVEN WHEN I THOUGHT I'D DIE.

I'M GLAD I SAW THE WRONG MARK,

AND SPRINTED LONGER THAN I THOUGHT I COULD.

I'M GLAD MY LEG DIDN'T ACHE AFT THE RACE,

THAT MEANT I COULD DO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS.

I'M GLAD THIS WAS SUCH AN AWESOME AND FUN RACE,

AND WE'LL BE JOINING MORE OF SUCH SOON.

I'M GLAD WE ALL GOT MEDALS,

AND SOME EVEN HAD GOODIES TO BRING BACK HOME.

I'M GLAD...

"...WHOO!..." ;D

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IM GLAD.
THANK YOU.
I'LL SEE.

HAHA,
I HAD JUST ANOTHER GREAT DAY.
I FELT SO TIRED DURING CURRICULUM TIME.
I FEEL SO MUCH MORE ENERGETIC AFTER TRAINING.
ESPECIALLY WHEN I FELT THAT MY LEGS WERE TIRED,
FOR EVEN A WHILE.
HAHA.

HAVEN'T HAD THAT FEELING FOR SUCH A LONG TIME.
BUT I THINK I SHOULD HAVE PUSHED MORE THOUGH.
I STILL HAD ENERGY. BLEH.
I CAN'T CONTROL.
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